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erica
17 July 2005 @ 04:35 pm
A to Z - Copy and re-post

A- Age: 17

B- Band you are listening to right now: Metallica

C-Crush: ??

D- Dad's name: David

E- Easiest person to talk to: O_o?

F- Favorite ice cream: Vanilla.

G- Gummy worms or gummy bears: Bears.

H- Hometown: Jacksonville, FL.

I- Instruments: Guitars, drums.

J- Junior high: .. What's junior high? All we had was middle and high. Marsteller Middle, Brentsville High.

K- Kids: Never.

L- Longest car ride ever: From Portland to Atlanta.

M- Mom's name: Robin.

N- Nicknames: Rico.

O- One wish: I don't get my hopes up.

P-Phobia[s]: Bodies of water.

Q- Quote from you: "Can't anybody fucking clean this apartment?"

R- Reason to smile: I don't smile much.

S- Song you sang last: I don't remember, probably Britney Spears.

T- Time you woke up today: 10am.

U- Unknown fact about me: Britney Spears is my guilty pleasure.

V- Vegetable[s]: Mm. Yummy.

W- Worst habit: Biting my nails, and the inside of my lip until they bleed.

X- X-rays you've had: Teeth, ankle, head, foot.

Y - Years since you've been to church?: 6 years.

Z- zodiac sign: Scorpio.
 
 
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Metallica - Unforgiven II
 
 
erica
07 July 2005 @ 10:42 am
Autumn:


Oh, why can't I be what you need?

A new improved version of me,

But I'm nothing so good.

No, I'm nothing..

Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs,

Of violence, of love, and of sorrow.

I beg for just one more tomorrow,

where you hold me down fold me in..

Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins.



I break in two over you.

I break in two, and each piece of me dies,

And only you can give the breath of life,

But you dont see me, you don't...



Here I'm inbetween darkness and light,

Bleached and blinded by these nights,

Where I'm tossing and tortured 'til dawn by you,

Visions of you, then you're gone.

The shock lifts the red from my face,

When I hear someone's taking my place.

How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?

When all, all that I did was for you.



I break in two over you.

I break in two, and each piece of me dies,

And only you can give the breath of life,

But you dont see me, you don't...



I break in two over you, over you.

I would break in two for you.

Now you see me, now you don't.

Now you need me, now you don't.






You might be just what I need.

No, I would not change a thing.

Been dreaming of this so long,

But we only exist in this song.

The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow,

And if you come and meet me tomorrow,

I will hold you down, fold you in,

Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live.

I break in two over you,

I break in two,

And if a piece of you dies.

Autumn, I will bring you back to life.

Of course I see you..

I do.
 
 
Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: From Autumn To Ashes - Autumns Monologue
 
 
erica
28 December 2004 @ 01:07 am
Watch somebody fall from grace,
When there's nobody there to take their place.
You can't help but feel alone.


You left guilt in your own device,
There was no one there to tell you to think twice.
You can't help but feel alone.


All the times we were losing sight.
There's eternal, there's no light alone.
It could be someone you know.


The times we felt all the pain is real,
We couldn't help the way we feel, come on.
This could be someone you know.


This life keeps calling (this life).
This life keeps calling on and on.
This life keeps calling (this life).
This life, it keeps calling on and on.


Take my soul,
Take my soul.. I,
Break my heart.. I'm,
Ready ready ready when you are.
Take my soul.. O,
Break my heart.. I'm,
Ready ready ready.


You watch somebody turn away,
You've waited all of your life to see one day.
You can't help but feel alone.


And all the times we were losing sight,
There's no shadows there's no light, come on.
This could be someone you know.


This life keeps calling (this life).
This life keeps calling on and on.
This life keeps calling (this life).
This life, it keeps calling on and on.


Take my soul,
Take my soul.. I,
Break my heart.. I'm,
Ready ready ready when you are.
Take my soul.. O,
Break my heart.. I'm,
Ready ready ready when you are.
 
 
Current Mood: this cd rocks.
Current Music: Further Seems Forever - Like Someone You Know
 
 
 
erica
22 December 2004 @ 10:49 pm
I put in my two weeks at PetsMart, and when I put mine in, so did Marie. So, I pulled my two weeks back out because since Marie's a lead, and she leaves, I automatically become a lead because I'm the last full time employee, which gives me a decent raise. ;d I'll make like.. $10.25 an hour with that raise. I eventually want to own my own store.

We're looking at getting a new cockatiel. We went and saw the birdie today. She's cool. She's number 13 at Pets World. I already got a name. I want to name her Holly. She can be Brady's girlfriend.
 
 
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Queens Of The Stone Age - Go With The Flow
 
 
 
erica
20 December 2004 @ 09:19 pm
Connecting...
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You will be connected with a Customer Service Associate shortly.
This chat may be monitored or recorded to ensure quality of service.
The chat session is now in progress.
Patrice Conte: Hello, my name is Patrice Conte, and I am a Customer Service Associate at Bank of America who specializes in checking and savings accounts. How may I assist you?
Patrice Conte: Oh, by the way, to open an account online, you'll need to be 18 or older, a U.S. citizen (not a permanent resident), have a social security number, and a U.S. address.
Customer: Oh... Sucks for people under 18.
Customer: Uhhh..
Customer: I think someone stole my credit card.
Customer: There's like a negative infront of the amount of money in my account, and there's all these transactions to.. NSF or something.
Patrice Conte: You can visit a banking center with a parent.
Customer: What is NSF?
Customer: NO.
Customer: I'm 23.
Customer: I don't need a parent.
Patrice Conte: Please bring 2 forms of picture ID.
Customer: You're supposed to be customer service.
Customer: SERVICE ME!
Customer: How do I close my account then?
Customer: You guys suck.
Patrice Conte: We assist on the Chatline with opening new accounts online.
Patrice Conte: Will you be applying for an account online today?
Patrice Conte: Please call 800.432.1000.
Customer: I want to CLOSE my account.
Customer: Not open it.
Patrice Conte: I'm sorry for what you're experiencing.
Customer: You better be.
Customer: You're fired.

This chat session is complete.
 
 
erica
20 December 2004 @ 04:25 pm
The chat session is now in progress.

Michael Mangels: Hello, my name is Michael Mangels, and I am a Customer Service Associate at Bank of America who specializes in checking and savings accounts. How may I assist you?
Customer: I want to open a checking account, but I'm 17. Can I do that?
Michael Mangels: In the state you live in, is 17 still considered being a Minor?
Customer: Yes.
Michael Mangels: OK> IN some states 17 is the legal adult age, in others it's 18. Since you are still considered a Minor, applying online will not be an option. However, you are welcome to apply in any of our branches.
Michael Mangels: Are you familiar with where your nearest location is?
Customer: Yeah, it's right down the road. They would let me open an account in person, but not online?
Michael Mangels: That's correct. It has to do with age verification. Minor accounts have special provisions to them, and we want to make sure you really are a Minor before providing them to you.
Customer: Oh. I see. Are you a real person?
Michael Mangels: Were there any other questions I can answer for you?
Michael Mangels: Yes....I am.
Customer: Sorry. Thanks.
Michael Mangels: A machine could not address your questions so personally.
Customer: Sometimes they can.
Michael Mangels: It was a pleasure assisting you today. To close this chat session, please click the red Exit Chat button in the upper right corner of this chat window. Thanks for choosing Bank of America. Goodbye.
Michael Mangels: It was a pleasure assisting you today. To close this chat session, please click the red Exit Chat button in the upper right corner of this chat window. Thanks for choosing Bank of America. Goodbye.


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erica
15 December 2004 @ 10:39 pm
Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right,
I never stopped to think of you.
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win.
You are the antidote that gets me by,
Something strong like a drug that gets me high.

What I really meant to say..
Is I'm sorry for the way I am.
I never meant to be so cold.
I never meant to be so...
cold to you.

Im sorry about all the lies, maybe in a different light,
You can see me stand on my own again 'cause now I can see.
You are the antidote that got me by,
Something strong like a drug that got me high.

What I really meant to say..
Is I'm sorry for the way I am.
I never meant to be so cold,
I never meant to be so cold.

Never meant to be so cold.

I never really wanted you see the screwed up side of me,
That I keep locked inside of me so deep,
It always seems to get to me.
I never really wanted you to go,
So many things you should have known.
I guess for me there's just no hope; I never meant to be so cold.

What I really meant to say..
Is I'm sorry for the way I am.
I never meant to be so cold,
I never meant to be so cold.
 
 
Current Music: Crossfade - Cold
 
 
erica
29 November 2004 @ 12:44 am
I haven't updated in forever, but I changed my layout. Doesn't it just look great?

I had my 17th birthday a few weeks ago. I got a CD player for my new car, and then I graduated a week later. I got the car signed over into my name, and brand new speakers.

I'm so excited. Me, my sister, and my boyfriend are all moving into an apartment on December 15th. We got approved! It's going to be great, except we'll be shitbroke for a few months since Maria is no longer employed, and I don't make nearly enough money to pay for the apartment alone, and neither does my boyfriend.

We're starting a money collection, and putting 50 bucks from each paycheck into a jar. In 9 months, we'll have $3k, and that will go towards whatever the hell we want. Just some play money that we'll deserve by the end.

I'm done. :P
 
 
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Soilwork - As We Speak
 
 
erica
07 June 2004 @ 11:08 pm